sxe-pronoun

I'm currently working on this HUGE drawing of Hilary Duff, and then I'll be moving onto a drawing of myself. I'm trying to explore as many artistic mediums as possible. I'll also be posting memoirs periodically, as well as short stories and such. I'm going to give sculpture and painting a try this Christmas as well, and I'm going to be posting a lot more portrait photography in the upcoming months. I'm also working on some conceptual work, so hang on. :-D

4Am-Our Lady Peace

I walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

And if I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
What's wrong

I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just
Bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

And if I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
What's wrong

And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong
I hope to God i figure out what's wrong

If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb & jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
What's wrong

This is our song, whether he knows it or not.

"I Don't Wanna Miss You" (By Kalan Porter)

The streetlights bow
the traffic sings
Think about how many times
Love changes lanes
Maybe we lived our lives in chains
Maybe we never were just friends
And the days go by
And you wonder why
You're still holding up the sky

I don't wanna miss you so much baby
I don't wanna miss you all the time
I don't wanna drive myself so crazy
And lie awake in someone else's arms
But I do

Right on time
The cymbals crash
And the tears you thought were gone
Have come to town again
Maybe my love wrecks everything
Maybe emptiness is key
There's a radio that calls your name
Everytime I hear it sing

I don't wanna miss you so much baby
I don't wanna miss you all the time
I don't wanna drive myself so crazy
And lie awake in someone elses arms
But I do
Baby I do

Maybe I'll chase the moon this time
Maybe I'll get it right this time
I was standing in your doorway
Hoping one day you'd be mine

But I don't wanna miss you so much baby
I don't wanna miss you all the time
I don't wanna drive myself so crazy
I don't wanna miss you all the time

[REPEAT]

But I do
yeah yeah
But I do

I've been working on a lot of self-portraits lately. Also some journalistics...haven't posted them yet, however.

Life is good for me.

Things are going well.

Sometimes I get angry and impatient, but things'll get better with Brown Eyes.

He does things and doesn't realize he's doing those things.

But Mr. Old Navy had a talk with him and now he's...better?

I just can't wait until Christmas comes.

At least the year will be through.

And I'm throwing a fabby party.

I am not looking forward to.

It's going to be weird. Really wierd.

Boys and girls shouldn't go good together.